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      • A Ball
      • Mrs Yorkshire
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      • Café de l'Europe
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      • An Anatomical Museum
      • In The Year 1851
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      • A Diligence To Grenoble
      • The Town Of Nevers
      • Lucy & James
      • Lucy's Abortion
      • Tomlin & Joey
      • My Cousin Hannah
      • Hannah & Bates
      • The Argyll Rooms
      • The Great Victoria Hotel
      • The Omnibus
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      • A Tavern
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Warning: This site contains graphic sexual content and is for Adults Only NSFW

MY SECRET LIFE

Escape to the past on a erotic time travel adventure

"Has anybody but myself faithfully made such a record?...whatever society may say it is but a narrative of human life, perhaps the everyday life of thousands.....if the confession could be had."  Walter
My Secret Life is the longest erotic autobiography ever written. Penned anonymously during the 1800s by a wealthy English gentleman called Walter, it offers an eye and thigh opening account of life behind closed doors in the Victorian era. Banned from publication for its extreme and explicit content for nearly a century, My Secret Life has now come to life in the 21st century as an immersive audio book, narrated and scored by film composer Dominic Crawford Collins.

The candid diary of an individual's sex life, from early childhood to old age, My Secret Life offers us a fascinating insight into the mind of an individual whose life revolved around an epicenter of inescapable obsession and a unique historic window through which we can approach and examine our own sexual psychology, sexual behaviour and sexual experiences.

Described as 'one of the strangest books ever written', My Secret Life is evocative, provocative, graphic and extraordinarily daring in its description of various taboo aspects of human sexuality. By offering a singularly honest and unashamed account of sexual behaviour in a bygone era, My Secret Life lays claim to being the greatest resource on both male and female sexual psychology in the history of literature.


"a haunting original music score for each episode sets the mood for a truly immersive erotic audio time travel experience"

As the composer and narrator of the audiofilm, (an audio book scored in the manner of a film), of the complete unabridged text, its ability to resonate with a contemporary audience has been at the heart of my enduring fascination with this unique and extraordinary work.
Dominic Crawford Collins

 'the production on the audio book – both the reading and the music – is truly excellent.'
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"the music is beautiful, eerie in places and takes you into a dreamscape; a place beyond time"


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My Secret Life: Image courtesy of Christie's Fine Arts
"a haunting evocation of time past and a treasure trove of sexual psychology"



My Secret Life is a haunting evocation of life behind closed doors in the Victorian age and one of the most sexually obsessed books ever written. In it, Walter, the anonymous author, chronicles his extraordinarily prolific erotic experiences, from early childhood through to old age, and in doing so we are privy to the thoughts, emotions and memories of one of the most unusual, unsung and colourful characters of the Victorian era.

As Walter's sexual and moral behaviour is revealed we are left with a indelibly entertaining and enlightening insight into the hidden side of 19th century society.

My Secret Life is now in its seventh year of continuous production as an audio book.

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Dominic Crawford Collins
Enter Walter's labyrinthine erotic underworld through the pages of mysecretlife.org and discover a wealth of vintage erotica, early nude photography, vintage sex videos and hours of erotic audio entertainment
...vintage sex was never more alive!


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©Dominic Crawford Collins 2020
  • Home
  • The Cast
  • Music
    • VOLUME 1 >
      • Earliest Recollections
      • Memories of Childhood
      • Lust Made Me Cunning
      • I'm Not A Boy
      • My Rollicking Country Lass
      • A Dark Lantern
      • Silent Delight
      • Two New Servants
      • Into A Barn
      • The Fair
      • Camille
      • A Charming Harlot
      • VOLUME 1 MUSIC BOX SET
    • VOLUME 2 >
      • A French Virgin
      • Louise
      • Amorously Fascinating
      • The Pleasure Gardens
      • The Summer Sun
      • A Woman In Fear
      • A Regular Spanker
      • A Field Girl
      • Vauxhall Gardens
      • A Silent Kiss Or Two
      • A Third Class Carriage
      • A Finishing School
      • Laura
      • The Orgy
      • Fred Goes To India
      • Mary Davis
      • Irish Kate
      • One Dark Night
      • My Unhappy Home
      • Two Amorous Cats
      • Father's Favourite
    • VOLUME 3 >
      • Temple Bar
      • A Row In A Baudy House
      • Kitt & Pol
      • Sausage
      • Is That You Bob?
      • Cherrybob
      • Brighton Bessie
      • A Washerwoman
      • Among The Tombs
      • Esther & Matilda
      • A Cunning Jade
      • I Was Hooked
      • Sarah Mavis
      • Poses Plastiques
      • Louisa Fisher
      • A Fat Bummed Wench
      • Jenny
      • Thunder & Lightning
      • Hickery Pickery
      • Jenny's Sister
      • The Valence
      • Sunday
      • The Mayor
    • VOLUME 4 >
      • The Thames
      • Lizzie Stanley
      • A Sailor
      • A Ball
      • Mrs Yorkshire
      • Hoping For Happier Days
      • A Grenadier
      • The Tower
      • Café de l'Europe
      • A Seaside Town
      • On The Pier
      • The Roar Of The Waves
      • A Scotsman
      • On The Lake
      • Hotel Bellevue
      • Avignon
      • Avignon Station
      • Cassel In Germany
      • A Hailstone
      • An Anatomical Museum
      • In The Year 1851
      • Margate
    • VOLUME 5 >
      • A Diligence To Grenoble
      • The Town Of Nevers
      • Lucy & James
      • Lucy's Abortion
      • Tomlin & Joey
      • My Cousin Hannah
      • Hannah & Bates
      • The Argyll Rooms
      • The Great Victoria Hotel
      • The Omnibus
      • Hyde Park
      • A Tavern
      • Grindelwald
      • Lyon
      • Polly Carter
  • About
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    • Volume 1 >
      • Introduction & Preface
      • Vol.1 Chapter 1
      • Vol.1 Chapter 2
      • Vol.1 Chapter 3
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      • Vol.1 Chapter 5
      • Vol.1 Chapter 6
      • Vol.1 Chapter 7
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      • Vol.3 Chapter 16
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