MY SECRET LIFE
A fully scored audio book of the 19th Century erotic masterpiece by composer
Dominic Crawford Collins
Warning: This site contains graphic sexual content and is for Adults Only NSFW
"Has anybody but myself faithfully made such a record?.....it would be a sin to burn all this, whatever society may say it is but a narrative of human life, perhaps the everyday life of thousands.....if the confession could be had" ........Walter
"the music sets the mood beautifully and the voice is like a lover's hands"
Over 12 hours of vintage erotic entertainment for only £20
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Duration: 12 hours 23 minutes
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My Secret Life, the anonymously written erotic memoirs of a Victorian English gentleman who refers to himself simply as 'Walter', is one of the most idiosyncratic books ever written. In this vast confessional, the author chronicles his sexual exploits, throughout the course of a life devoted to the pursuit of carnal experience. As the author's sexual and moral behaviour is revealed we are left with a uniquely entertaining insight into life behind the closed doors of Victorian society. My Secret Life is evocative, provocative, funny, sorrowful, suspenseful, obscene, exciting, bizarre and highly erotic...in it we are privy to the thoughts, emotions and memories of one of the most unusual, unsung and colourful characters of the Victorian era.
My Secret Life: Image courtesy of Christie's Fine Arts
Although continuously motivated by the desire to have sex, Walter was equally interested in the lives and circumstances of all the women he encountered. His exploration of their hearts and minds, as well as their bodies, is what makes My Secret Life so uniquely interesting a piece of literature.
My Secret Life was revolutionary...startlingly contemporary in its literary style, it still retains the power to shock to this day. No writer has succeeded in presenting the clandestine lives of prostitutes and servants through their own stories and in their own words to the extent that Walter has. Open the pages of this extraordinary work and the hidden and forbidden voices of Victorian London spring into life. Walter's ear catches the timbre of their voice, his eye their physical form with the appreciation of an artist. In his communication of both he has engendered his subjects, who would otherwise have disappeared without trace into the ether of time, with immortality.
My own music draws its inspiration from a desire to capture the spirit of the man and the era in which he lived. To communicate the emotional depth of Walter's encounters, and to give voice to those long dead characters he met along the way, through the magical marriage of storytelling and music.
My Secret Life was revolutionary...startlingly contemporary in its literary style, it still retains the power to shock to this day. No writer has succeeded in presenting the clandestine lives of prostitutes and servants through their own stories and in their own words to the extent that Walter has. Open the pages of this extraordinary work and the hidden and forbidden voices of Victorian London spring into life. Walter's ear catches the timbre of their voice, his eye their physical form with the appreciation of an artist. In his communication of both he has engendered his subjects, who would otherwise have disappeared without trace into the ether of time, with immortality.
My own music draws its inspiration from a desire to capture the spirit of the man and the era in which he lived. To communicate the emotional depth of Walter's encounters, and to give voice to those long dead characters he met along the way, through the magical marriage of storytelling and music.
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THE CAST
THE NURSEMAID
'She was I suppose my nursemaid. I recollect that she sometimes held my little prick when I piddled, was it needful to do so? I don't know.'
Walter's Aunt:Fred's Mother
"The cunt which seemed to have affected my imagination was that of my aunt, which appeared more like a great parting than a cunt as I then understood it"
A Queer Relative
"One evening in bed he felt my prick; repulsing him at first, I nevertheless afterwards felt his"
Charlotte
"in another minute nature urged a crisis, and I spent in a virgin cunt, my prick virgin also. Thus ended my first fuck."
Henry
"we heard a rustle of petticoats over the grating, taking up the light we sometimes saw a white bum, a split gaping like a dog with its throat cut, and a stream of water splashing from it."
Brown The Cook
"One thing she did which annoyed me. She would slide her hands under the balls to my arse-hole which she would press hard with her middle-finger, giving a "tchick" with her tongue, at the same time."
Sarah & Susan
"I had now passed my twentieth year. Sarah was about twenty-six, Susan nineteen....I feared to go on with either, because they were sisters, but lust got the better of my fears."
Mrs Pender
"It was funny to see a woman whose cunt was full of sperm pulling vigorously at a cow's teats"
Molly
"When I met her, I looked in her face thinking, "Innocent as you look, your cunt's been wetted by a man."
Nelly & Sophy
"Then I would fuck the little wench, and make her arse wag like the tail of a duck that had a thwack with a stone"
Lady Arundel
"You've guessed pricks, but for all that you would not know who fucked you in the dark." "We should," cried out all the women.
Irish Kate
"burning with desire, I went one night to her house. She had died of cholera, which was then raging."
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TWO FEMALE COUSINS
'I saw some black at the bottom of her belly, a fear came over me, that I was doing wrong and should be punished if found looking.'
Lucy & Mary-Ann
"Oh! come Watt, come softly, Lucy and Mary are quite naked, you can see their cunts, Lucy has some black hair on hers. She was a lovely girl with chestnut hair."
Two Sisters
"as if I was fainting with pleasure, I seem to have a dream of her lips meeting mine, of her saying 'oh! for shame'"
Mary
"If Charlotte had been older or wiser, she would not have extolled the naked beauties of a fellow servant to her lover"
Mrs Smith
"Oh! my God," said she, "look at the bed." I saw one wet patch as large as a tea-cup, and another as large as a crown at the spot where her bum had laid on the counterpaine."
Harriet
She never looked you in the face long, was so quiet in her movements that the cat moved less noiselessly; low down, and near to her arse-hole was a hole not bigger than that of a girl's of ten years."
Camille
"Never had I seen such legs in handsome silk stockings, and beautiful boots. She once said to me laughing, "I am a born whore, for I like it, and like to see a man amuse himself with me."
Whiteteeth
"in a minute we were buried in deep grass, my doodle buried in her cunt, all was silent excepting the insects which chirped in the hot summer's night."
A Field Girl
"I'll tell my sister, and go to the magistrate, and tell how you have served me out."
Finishing School
"Both drew chairs in front of the fire, sat down and raised their chemises...I saw it all by the flame of the fire."
Fred
"he went abroad and was killed in battle...
I loved him"  A Woman In The Family Way
"Cunt came to my rescue, and alone gave me forgetfulness, a relief far better than gambling or drinking"
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THE GOVERNESS
'I pushed my hands up the petticoats of the governess, felt the hair of her cunt, and that there was something warm, and moist, between her thighs.'
An Older Woman
"Then a passionate liking for females came over me; I fell in sort of love with a lady who must have been forty, and had a sad feeling about her, that is all I recollect."
A Servant
"It was my first real feel of a woman, and she meant me to feel well. All seemed cunt below her belly, wet, and warm, and slippery."
Sarah & Martha
"I don't think that I had ever heard of tempting women's virtue by money, but I never forgot the lesson, and much improved on it as time went on."
A Granby Street Whore
"again she got it stiff by sucking it. That quite disgusted me, but on to the bed and into her again I got."
A Gay Woman: Waterloo Road
"Rub, rub, push gently," she said. I felt my prick squeezed as in a vice when I discharged a week's reserve up her rectum. I pulled it out with an indescribable horror of myself."
Louise
"There the girl lay in her night-dress on the bed, insensible. "We must be quick," said Camille. Then she threw the girl's clothes , gently pulled apart her legs, and held open the lips of the girl's cunt."
Aunt's Nursemaid
"So my Fanny's small?" she asked several times, "tell me about other women's; are they much larger than mine?" What nice talk we had.'
A Juvenile Harlot
"She was the youngest I ever yet have had, or have wished to have."
Laura
"I slid my finger down between Laura's cunt-lips, and gently frigged, listening to Mabel's snoring, and Laura's breathing"
Mary Davis
"and Mary Davis spent with me,—she spent with me, that poor little gay woman."
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