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THE NURSE MADE

'She was I suppose my nursemaid. I recollect that she sometimes held my little prick when I piddled, was it needful to do so? I don't know.'

'.....
of her being on her back, of my striding across or between her legs, and her heaving me up and down, and my riding cock-horse and that it was not the first time I had done so'

'I recollect a female being there in bed with me, that I awoke one morning feeling very hot, and stifled, and that my head was against flesh; that flesh was all about me, my mouth and nose being embedded in hair, or some thing scrubby, which had a hot peculiar odour'

Walter Age 5-8 yrs

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TWO FEMALE COUSINS


'I saw some black at the bottom of her belly, a fear came over me, that I was doing wrong and should be punished if found looking, and I laid down wondering at it all.....that was the first time I recollect seeing the hair of a cunt'

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THE GOVERNESS

'up came the governess and her sister. She began to tickle me, so did her sister, I laughed, screeched, and tried to tickle them....I pushed my hands up the petticoats of the governess, felt the hair of her cunt, and that there was something warm, and moist, between her thighs'

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WALTER'S AUNT (FRED'S MOTHER)

"The cunt which seemed to have affected my imagination, was that of my aunt, which appeared more like a great parting, or division of her body, than a cunt as I then understood it"

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LUCY & MARY-ANN

"Oh! come Wat, come softly, Lucy and Mary are quite naked, you can see their cunts, Lucy has some black hair on hers.......she had what I now know was a strongly developed clitoris; she was a lovely girl and had long chestnut hair."

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AN OLDER WOMAN

"Then a passionate liking for females came over me; I fell in sort of love with a lady who must have been forty, and had a sad feeling about her, that is all I recollect."
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A QUEER RELATIVE

"One evening in bed he felt my prick; repulsing him at first, I nevertheless afterwards felt his, and recollect our hands crossing each other and our thighs being close together."


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TWO SISTERS

"I kissed both, each used to say, "Don't tell my sister," and ask, "Have you kissed my sister?"
....then came over me a voluptuous sensation, as if I was fainting with pleasure, I seem to have a dream of her lips meeting mine, of her saying 'oh! for shame', of the tips of my fingers entangling in hair, of the warmth of the flesh of her thighs upon my hand"


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THE SERVANT

"It was my first real feel of a woman, and she meant me to feel well. How large and hairy, and wet it seemed; its size overwhelmed me with astonishment....all seemed cunt below her belly, wet, and warm, and slippery."

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CHARLOTTE



"What rapture to find my machine buried; nothing but the balls to be touched, and her cunt hair wetted with my sperm, mingling and clinging to mine; in another minute nature urged a crisis, and I spent in a virgin cunt, my prick virgin also. Thus ended my first fuck."

"All this I recollect as if it occurred but yesterday, I shall recollect it to the last day of my life, for it was a honey-moon of novelty, years afterwards I often thought of it when fucking other women."


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MARY

"If Charlotte had been older or wiser, she would not have extolled the naked beauties of a fellow servant to her lover, for the description of the big bum, white thighs and hairy belly bottom, the jog, jog, of the elbow, and all the other particulars sunk deep into my mind".

"I pushed her back gently, and put her hand on to my prick;
she held it tight, and in a whisper said, "Will you never tell anyone?"



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SARAH & MARTHA

"I wish you would let me—" "What, sir?" "Do it to you," said I boldly, "and I will give you five shillings," producing the money; I knew it was what Fred gave her usually......I don't think that I had ever heard of tempting women's virtue by money, but I never forgot the lesson, and much improved on it as time went on."

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HENRY

"his father was a gun manufacturer, the basement was used as store-room for muskets, if there, we could see right up. When we heard feet, or a rustle of petticoats over the grating, taking up the light we sometimes saw a white bum, a split gaping like a dog with its throat cut, and a stream of water splashing from it."

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MRS SMITH

"Oh! my God," said she, "look at the bed." I saw one wet patch as large as a tea-cup, and another as large as a crown at the spot where her bum had laid on the counterpaine."


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GRANBY STREET, WATERLOO ROAD PROSTITUTE


"again she got it stiff by sucking it. That quite disgusted me, but on to the bed and into her again I got. My doodle in a minute began to shrink, but whilst in her, she wriggled and jerked away so hard, that I think she must have got a pleasure"


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BROWN THE COOK

'She would say, "How are your cods off for starch to-night?" One thing she did which annoyed me. After feeling my cock, she would slide her hands under the balls to my arse-hole which she would press hard with her middle-finger, giving a "tchick" with her tongue, at the same time.'

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HARRIET

She never looked you in the face long, was so quiet in her movements that the cat moved less noiselessly; her cunt was set in a quantity of longish black hair, strong but not very curly, the slit quite hidden by the hair was long and the lips thin; of inner lips she had none, low down, and near to her arse-hole was a hole not bigger than that of a girl's of ten years; you saw both holes quite close together. Her cunt was in fact a study."

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A GAY WOMAN, WATERLOO ROAD

"Rub, rub, push gently," she said. I felt my prick squeezed as in a vice when I discharged a week's reserve up her rectum, whilst she kept breathing hard and still frigging herself with my fingers. I could scarcely believe where my prick was, excitement still kept it stiff, but desire had left me. I pulled it out with an indescribable horror of myself."

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SARAH & SUSAN

"I had now passed my twentieth year. The new servants were sisters (how many times have sisters fallen to me!); the eldest who was cook was named Sarah; the youngest, Susan. Sarah was about twenty-six, Susan nineteen or twenty....
I feared to go on with either, because they were sisters, but lust got the better of my fears."


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CAMILLE

"I met a fine, clear complexioned woman, full twenty-five years of age, who addressed me in French, she had an eye, and manner which fascinated me. Never had I seen a woman take off such fine linen before, never such legs in handsome silk stockings, and beautiful boots. She once said to me laughing, "I am a born whore, for I like it, and like to see a man amuse himself with me."


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LOUISE


"We went into Louise's bedroom. There the girl lay in her night-dress on the bed, insensible. "We must be quick," said Camille. Then she threw the girl's clothes rapidly up above her navel, gently pulled apart her legs, and held open the lips of the girl's cunt."


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MRS PENDER

"It was funny to see a woman whose cunt was full of sperm pulling vigorously at a cow's teats, whilst a man with his prick exposed was holding up a cow's tail showing its caked arse, and not too clean cunt. What absurdity will not a lewd man do?"

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WHITETEETH

"she made no resistance, in a minute we were buried in deep grass, my doodle buried in her cunt, we had spoken in whispers, all was silent excepting the insects which chirped in the hot summer's night."

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AUNT'S NURSEMAID

"So my Fanny's small?" she asked several times, "tell me about other women's; are they much larger than mine? I know I have very little hair on mine." What nice talk we had.'

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MOLLY

"When I met her, I looked in her face thinking, "Innocent as you look, your cunt's been wetted by a man." I longed for her, but she was nearly always in the farm-yard when not assisting up at the Hall; but when a man hunts a woman he is sure to get a chance, as will be seen I did."


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